Cause You traded your life for Mine..

Ohman.
You know how everytime something good happens to someone they go "THIS IS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!"
well. literally This weekend was the best weekend of my life.
God spoke directly to me ALL weekend.
HOW AWESOME?!
so awesome.

Holy Jeez.
My Fabulous Four.
God is so amazing for putting the four of you guys in my life.
AHHH! TODAY! so amazing!!
"Meg.. You don't have Downs?"
"Next saturday can we get fat?!"
BEAVER!
FLAMINGOOO!!!!
Not caring that everyones staring at us.
Barking at people.
Telling people Jesus loves them.
You guys are beyond the best.

LAUREN.
I.
love.
you.
SO MUCH!
you have no idea how much you mean to me. Honestly, everytime you text me is exactly when I need you.
You make me laugh until I almost pee.
SO many times I've texted you and been like. I NEED A SUPPORTING VERSE GO! and you shoot one right at me. You have no idea how much I love having you in my life. Jeez. To have someone that I can just call up and be like "I had a wicked awesome prayer time today' is so awesome. for me. I LOVEYOU
I'm so happy that I have you in my life to talk to about ... EVERYTHING.
I love you baby.

MEGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
HOLY SMOKES!
How did I get by without you?! seriously?! HOW!?
your squidward face made me laugh so hard!
"is this a door? I thought this was a door?" You're like becoming my little sister and I love it.
Everytime I see you I just want to squeezzee you.
I'm so so SOOOOOO happy that your notboyfriend is making you happy. :]
I'm so happy you seek God as hard as you do.
I'm BEYOND happy to be so close to you.
i love you.

AURA BO BORA!
You. are. the. cutest. human. on. the. planet.
oh man.
sometimes you text me and I swear that it doesn't say "Aura" it says "STRAIGHT FROM GOD PAY ATTENTION"
You inspire me.
My Jesus Journal would have never exsisted without you.
ANd even when you didn't even know me, you sat with me for like an hour? just listening to me cry and tell you horrible things I've done.
and none of it even phased you. I was so amazed. You were exactly what I needed. a perfect stranger telling me that its totally okay.
I love you little one :D

I am Vindicated

Holy Moses.

I hate that you're so perfect for me.

I HATE IT SO MUCH.

I know in my head that you'll never EVER look at me the way I look at you.

But my heart doesn't EVER take that into consideration.

Its absolutely EVERYthing about you that makes my insides explode.

But its always girls who are terrible to you, never me.

Its always so-n-so's girlfriend.

I don't comprehend whats wrong with me.

I don't understand why it can't be me.

I don't get it, because I don't want it to be true.

You tell me the truth even when I don't want to hear it.

You tell me secrets no one else knows.

But you can't love me like that..

I just want to hold you and watch a movie.

I want to kiss you and be able to say thta you were mine.

I want to cuddle you, because you're a huge teddy bear.

I swear if you knew half of what was going on inside my head, you'd never talk to me again.

"I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well"

I need to tell you everything.

I dont know why.

I'm pretty positive you hate me.

But I want to spill my guts out to you,

but I don't trust you as far as I could throw you.

You don't like me because of something I did about two years ago.

I'm a completely different person now.

Don't judge the person you think you know, because she doesn't exsist.

We should talk.

You don't want to.

But I do.

I don't hate you.

but you hate me.

This is The Start Of The Rest Of My Life

From Now On;

No Drugs.

No Sex.

No Meaningless Relationships.

No Swearing.

No Taking People For Granted.

Dating BEFORE The Relationship Part.

From now On;

I live for You.

I represent You.

I praise You.

I seek You.

I adore You.

I yearn for the day I get to meet You.

I love You with a passion that you can't compare

to anything.

:]

Adam. You have no idea how much I adore you. You're truly one of a kind.

You are my BEST friend. I love you so so dearly.

Thank You for putting up with me for so long.

Thank You for making me laugh until I can't breath.

Thank You for listening when no one else will.

Thank You for talking me down like 64853 times.

Thank You for helping me get back on my feet again.. and again... and again.

I owe so much of the person I am to you.

You're beyond amazing.

I love you :]

So you know in the moviess...

When the main character goes somewhere and then walks out and EVERYTHING is different?
That just happened to me in real life.
I don't want to go through the motions.
I love You<3

You're my BEST friend.

You're there for me when no one else is. You know what I'm thinking without having to ask.

There have been so many moments where I can tell that you see through all of my defenses. You mean the world to me, you really do. You have no idea how close to my heart you are.

I suppose thats the reason why I'm so in love with you. I really always have been. Every single time I see you my heart swells so huge that its likely to explode. And I can't get enough.

You're everything I've ever wanted in a person. I've always thought that we'd end up together, and I guess you've made it really clear that this won't be the case..

I guess I'm sorry.

And on his farm he had a flu...

As high school students enter their new 2009-2010 school year, the usual expectations are present; the homework, the friends. Yet student under the age of 24 have a new worry to watch out for, Swine flu. No matter where people look the season, they see 'SWINE FLU PANDEMIC' and other propaganda about the new H1N1 flu.
Not only having to worry about your grades but about not dying from a flu that swept the continent at a pace that even experts distressed about. Only a week after hearing about the swine flu occurrence in Mexico, a school in Queens, NY, USA was shut down because of an outbreak in the H1N1 flu. The drastic amount of flu cases wouldn't be uncommon during the flu season, from November through March, but definitely not common for April.
Doctor Jose Montero, director of the NH health department, says that there are a series of goals in order to prevent the spread of H1N1. First Dr. Montero says that New Hampshire will have a vaccine in the middle of October, but for some that may not be soon enough. He does give advice to help stop spread it. The first step towards prevention is fairly simple yet overlooked too often, thoroughly washing your hands. Along with the step of washing your hands, it is also important to be able to correctly cover your cough. In order to have a properly covered cough, one must hold their arm in a bent position and make sure your elbow covers your mouth and nose. The final step is a hard decision, staying home from work and school when you don't feel good. Although it is commonly looked down upon to skip school when you feel the tiniest bit sick, even when it could mean saving co-workers lives.
Perhaps in this case it is better to be safe than sorry concerning the lives around you.

When The Moon Fell In Love With The Sun

I have no idea what's harder.. not hearing your voice.

or not knowing if you even want to hear mine.

This could be one of the most tearing and trying things in my life right now.

But I wouldn't change it for the world. Having the time I have with you.

Holding you like I want to. Kissing you. Holding your hand. Visiting you in class.

Surprising you on your birthday :]

but then there's that voice in my head that whisper

Maybe she doesn't even care that much.

I wouldn't blame her if she didn't..

I mean. I'm honestly not that much to be excited about.

I'm just loud, and bubbly.

I'm just a past and a future.

I'm just.. Miranda Elizabeth.

I still can't even comprehend how someone like you could ever even be attracted to me.

I'm falling in love with you..

and I'm too afraid to ask if you are too...

I mean we say I love you's.

but you've said that you've only said i love you

to one person and really meant it in a serious way..

I'm afraid I'm taking this too serious.

I'm afraid you're not taking this seriously enough..

I'm afraid this is all in my head.

But, I love you. I truly do.

You wouldn't lie to me.

Why am I so afraid of rejection that I can't even gather up the courage to ask my own girlfriend whether or not she seriously loves me or not?

I'm pretty sure that isn't normal.

I just..

your mother makes me wish I had a penis.

**************

Junior Year is beyond amazing.

I'm having such a blast.

I love my classes.

I love my girlfriend.

I'm in driver's ed.

I'm always busy.

I'm looking at colleges.

I'm transitioning to end therapy.

I'm in a really really good place.

:]